I had begun to feel the beat of the drums

My feet became light as a feather

My heart beat was in sync

With the rhythm.

I had drifted into the motherland

The earth

One with me.

I was feeling myself

Granddaughter

Of Nana Yaa Anasantwaa  

Had found herself momentarily.

Free to soar.

Until I was buffeted with the lies of

How society sees me

Us

Black wombmen.

The things told me

How they perceived my

Sensuality.

Quickly as I found freedom

Captured

Chains holding

Me were

Thoughts of me.

Not in my own voice

But those of others

Who presumed to know me

As if they were my creator

You see.

I's heard things like,

why there’s an arch in your back?

Your hips sway too much!

Don’t let me forget

Your butt jiggles when you walk.

Inadvertently I had taken all those in

Changed the essence of me.

My captures ideologies,

Of what a good
Woman should be.

I didn’t even know I had stop being me

I'd claimed the identity of another.  

I professed the heart of a lioness

Prepared to devour

enemies.

Allowed them to cage

Me.

I found myself

In a box.

A concept I couldn’t fathom

Yet the reality was that in all my fighting

To remain true to me

I’d compromised

Not good.

Worst
Not knowing
I done it.

I’d found myself

Trapped

Not sure who I am

But wanting nothing more

Then to be my own kind

of beautiful.

To unapologically  

Be me.

I granddaughter

Of Nzinga Mbande

Will take captive

My thoughts

And stay

Beautiful
My way

With permission

From no one!

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Searching

Ripped from my life source
Love.
Like a tumbleweed
I aimlessly search for my
Twin flame;
Who burns bright as me?
Where fire ignites
Not only between sheets
But with like thinkin
And revolutionary concepts.
He’s fit for a queen
God
Master of all thing
Alpha and omega
Beast like energies. 
We groove together
Like moisture in the atmosphere; 
I his melody in song,
Wind in still air,
Crisp summer breeze
Gave him my entire being.
Fire ignites
All consuming
Heat between my thighs
Niagara Falls
Blue Jays serenade
Our unity
Understanding the
World will never be the same
Having found each other. 
I've found home
In his arms.
I breath.
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My King

Tonight

I’m lost in your masculinity

My pin traces the muscles of your godly body

As I wait hungrily for you to devour me.

We escape in a dimension where only the universes can holds us.

…We are one

Like minded and in sync

Our inscriptions were from ancient scrolls

Hidden in the solar

We hid in each other arms

Dreaming  we’ll soar like eagle’s.

His wing span is as large as your manhood

You fill me.

I whisper sweet nothings in your ears

My king

You are my eternity.

Bringing you in deeper, I multiply

Your seed.

We are lost in each other.

Blurred lines cleared,

Distortions illuminated

Our destiny is written in the sky

We dance to the song of a nightingales

In unity…

We fill the earth with our decedents

Small toes stirring the galaxy.

As we prepare to leave a legacy for our divine seed.

Dancing the beat of our own symphony

Harmonious melodies has align the stars before us.

We are a force to be reckon with and enigma indeed

Deities that call forth waves in seas, matchless you see.

An anomaly illuminating midnight skies.

You my God is everything to me.

The creator of our universe for three.
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