Mushy!!!

Whoa to all men! Yes it’s I… woman…accepting all my femininity.
Walking boldly in my red stilettos aware of my equality to your masculinity
 and understanding your being stronger doesn’t make me feeble
 it simply allows me to be… tangible. 

Pliable, you see!
Allowing myself to melt to your sturdy touch…and my King…
When the world had attempted to devour you with its rigid tasks…
It is I… woman that ignites even between my thighs
Where you are greeted with tender warmth and is given a sense of stability…
My gentleness steers you to maintain your bearings. 
 
My strength is seen by others retrospectively
As an enchanted forest you’ve found your self in and attempting to fight the trance that Has captivated you…
Conversely, my dear…its nothing of the sorts…
It’s a lover wrapping herself in the arms of her love never to let go.
In other words, it’s deliberately permitting you to consume me with you while I simultaneously be me…
Your queen. 

My feminine self gives you my breast to rest for a moment
And there you find refuge…
In all my femininity…
You find the strength that makes you stronger to conquer the world….
My love…
Remember…
It is I…Woman… holding you strong!!!

Gray was my color.

Gray had become my color.  Muted...in fact!
I was lost and off track…goin nowhere, was my destination.

Life was colorless because all that was before me was grief and pain…I couldn’t see past the color gray.

Sometimes I use to wish for a simple black or white but I was stained by gray…It had become the color of my world.

Though, I wanted to scream where is my color!!!! Where is the brilliance of the world! Where is my rainbow proving I was remembered by God? I didn’t see it! Only gray…a place that was just… Blah!

Aimlessly, I sought for any thing that would reveal my identity…seeking to find peace, which for me would look more… like the color peach…or pink…but instead I was cursed with the color gray. My God…I craved it would go away.

 And even the times when I should’ve seen red cause I was angry…I forced myself to see gray instead! Afraid that if red had intruded on my gray…I… I would look bad someway. I dread to admit that red should’ve been what I was wearin, but numb is really what I became. To perform a role that wasn’t my own…I was just plain…ole…gray!

Performance orientated…looking to please all those around I couldn’t see color for seeing what others thought of me.  Nothing really screamed at me forcing me to see…the beauty which I had not seen…indeed it was like misery was stalking me and I was likin its security.

The constant place of going nowhere fast and even hoping when I go… it would be to death.

I can’t tell you the moment gray had stop becoming my friend. When colors started protruding in…when muted became subtle pastels...when light started growing bright and gray stated becoming a distant memory.

Even on sad days I welcomed Blue and I sang the Blues like Billie Holiday sung “Strange Fruit”…and when sadness was over joy came through and those colors I cant even explain to you!  It’s like bright…screaming BOO!

Now neon is shining immensely and I’m grinning from cheek to cheek! Cause fulfilling my destiny is drawing closer and colors are showing everywhere. Gray had become like a washed out fad and I’m nearly free from its lifeless dismay.

Maybe gray left when purpose became my reality…when I stopped caring what others think…maybe? Or maybe it was just me? Trying to find some sense of stability, or maybe it was the greatness within lurkin to live… But I think it was a simple choice to forgive!!!!!!

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Floetry forming from my lips to my pen…expression of creativity flowing from within...Enigmatical & profound scripts conjured to inspire and revitalize a culture of beauty and individuality

Leola ponders....: Grown and Sexy

Leola ponders....: Grown and Sexy: "Touching one another in all the right places. I feel your think hardness raise in back of me…the muscles between my legs pulsate as your man..."

Grown and Sexy

Touching one another in all the right places. I feel your think hardness raise in back of me…the muscles between my legs pulsate as your manhood grow to his full potential. Im excited…my heart beats fast my skin is grown damp and my nipples slowly hardens as the anticipations of you in me heightens…I begin to remember the times before when we were together my mind starts thinking of how good we will be.

Our bodies start to beat together, we establish a rhythm, I follow your lead.  Thinking of only the pleasure you give me there is nothing else I can see or hear…you my love come to me…inside me sweltering chamber…the place you call home. Groans slid from your mouth today it feels more like the first day…when I opened up to you. You eager but gently pace your beat I join you with the swing of my hips.

You feel me up with you large manhood. I pull you in deeper into your form fitting dwelling place. You vigorously stoke me until we both are in full bliss…my juices are streaming down your hard thickness. Soft and meaty inside you fill the unexpected vibrate between my thighs. You bring me to my highest height as I rain on you it excites you more eagerly you slip in deeper. 

Passionately we are entangled in the other.  Eagerly desiring to please the other…mission accomplished…my sweet awesome lover.  

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My life without u is as 10,000 days spent in a desert without an oasis...You always qench my thirst

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Though during uncertainties of where we are going…what I’m most confident of is I want to go there with you

In dark places I choose to rise....

Stalking me, the time that sliped past, while horror shows of what I've done rewinds in my mind to taunt me with discouraging and non fruit bearing anticipations. Despair and dismay aggressively woo me with their half truths, they attempt to paralyze like a paraplegic preventing me to move in my declared destiny. Frozen only momentarily I rose form where I laid and crawled to a place that I'd at least grab hold of my faith. Hopes & wishes for dreams to come true and endless possibilities intruded my desires this day. WBU!

Leola ponders....: Party for two

Leola ponders....: Party for two: "Coco complexion, strong arms and a healthy erection… you fondle me with your tongue our bodies all warm and I’m on fire between my thighs. ..."

Party for two

Coco complexion, strong arms and a healthy erection… you fondle me with your tongue our bodies all warm and I’m on fire between my thighs.  Juices are flowing; muscles are trobbin when I think of you. Erotic words escapes my lips as your tongue twirl in and out of my clit…simultaneously I feel your thickness enlarging in my mouth while moans of ecstasy muffled from yours…

Love is the fuel of the passion between us. Our heart beat as one, legs entwine dividing four into two as our feet meet. You inhale me, I glup you as we find ourselves hungrily devouring each other…

You and me, we see this is what love should be…floating on the clouds in each other arms passionately captivated by our love making…tasting you, feeling your hardness in my hand wanting you inside me I pant as I sit on your large manly rise. From head to shaft to balls you feel the hot wetness soak around you…

You hold me in your arms as I stroke you, our bodies completely connected as one…your coco complexion and my creamy vanilla mix as it should be. We make music together our bodies create a song as we privately dance to the beat of our own tune....as we both climax... You and me…my sweet Juicy…..

Random thoughts of u....

Dreaming, I look at you hoping that the impossible will be possible today. I see your face and I want nothing but a warm embrace from you. I draw to you not sure if you’re seeking to cleave to me. I seek to have a destiny which is complete with you and me…

Oneness, I wonder how now that I am here were you were before we are no longer in the same place….I keep thinking like the people of Baal that we can accomplish anything once we agree on everything…

Divided, I feel torn from you…unattached from my life source from the very one giving me life support…I, your heart and you my supplier of energy, the purpose I continue to beat…slowly I can feel the spasms because of the lack of unity…

Determined- I search for what once was and what still seems to be…a love that never fails even in great adversity…at whatever capacity it may be…