I am here, in me

Here I am. I am here, I was lost many times b4…I’ve found me again, finally; I see who I was created to be. I reach for it…its in my grasps….I can feel it on my finger tips…me in my hands again….after searching for my own self …

I have a smile on my face, like the sun dancing on my bare skin…causing me to glow and radiate through the storms of my yesterday.  Yesterday’s memoirs bitter, gnawing tormenting thoughts of those things of my past. They are no longer here. No one telling me I will never amount to anything, no one claiming in my bed, tryin to share their perverted love on me, no one making me feel as if I wasn’t even created to be anything but a seed of the demon, the demon that spawned me…

Yes, distant memories they have become. Joy is set before now. I can see and hear a better position for me. I heard the words of my creator. He told me I am, I am like him. I am the apple of his eye!

What, I do not apologize that I have been created for greatness. The Father of lights called me forth and so I am what he intended for me alone.   I’ve finally embraced the newness of me… finding myself again. I dance to new music and sing a new song…A song that was meant from me to sing. I’ve found me again, finally; I see how I was created to be.

I reached for it…it was in my grasps. I could feel it on my finger tips….NOW, I got it. I have me in my hands, and I’m in my master hands. And he has me protected like all those he loves and never will I have to rehearse the lies that were once told…

Today’s memories, fruit bearing, life giving, abundance of plan ole joy! Joy escapes me, even when I attempt to hold it within. My insides jumps at the very thought of having me again, giving again…giving all that I was created to give.

 I’ve found me again...finally; I see who I was created to be. I grabbed it…I am in my grasp.. I am in my hands…I surrender me to he who created me…I am here!